If faith is connected to the heart, and the beat of the heart tells you the faith condition of your soul, then I have an irregular heart beat. One day it is pulsing strong and sure and trusting God completely and then the next it is so erratic and irregular and I wonder where God is. Has He heard me calling Him? Artrial Fibrillation is the medical term for this irregular heart beat. But what is the spiritual, soul term for this?
Today my heart is just not beating strongly enough to write anything, to share anything and so I am going for a drive to be out there away from everything and to see if my "heart beat" can be regulated again to the "passionate life" rhythm.
Sometimes it just plain feels burnt out.
2 comments:
Sometimes I think we search for too many answers instead of just enjoying the stillness of being. It's as though we forget how to just be! That burnt out sensation, when all feels too much and giving up seems to be the easier solution. Even sitting at the edge of the ocean made me want to run.
Perhaps our fear and the lies is what makes our heart beat irregular? Lies have a life of their own...we just feed them and give them marvellous conditions to grow in. All of a sudden honesty is "germinating" all around us and that my friend is what makes my heart beat irregular. The fear, yet delight of honesty!
I trust that you found the Rhythm!
Hope you find Peace in being away... It's good that you can recognize the signs and take time out to find your rhythm.
blessings,
idelette
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