Oh Lord, my God,
the Highest God,
the Creator of heaven and earth,
my Shield and the Shield of my ancestors -
It's easy to ask you to return in mercy to Zion.
It's tough to ask you to return in mercy to me.
But there are so many dirty corners,
so many dark crannies,
so many prejudices and preconceptions
that only you can see.
Do I really want you to return to my life - even if it hurts?
Do I really want you to transform me - whatever the cost?
Do I really want you?
I hope so.
Yet, I need so much more than hope.
I need help.
I need you.
Pg 53
Praying Like The Jew, Jesus