A couple of days ago I posted some very honest, raw struggling that has been going on. Finding the woman inside, getting to know her, setting her free and letting her breath. It is like a birthing process and comes with agony, pain and joy.
These two posts reflect the side of the struggle that is not beautiful. And yet it is the struggle to find, to see and to claim the beauty that my heart pushes forward for. And to find the One who is beauty, made beauty, created us for it. Women and beauty were meant to go hand in hand by God’s design but somehow we, the Church, have either religiously and legalistically denied this or freely sold her out. Neither are right – my search is to know Truth and live in it – in the completely feminine design. The Divine Maestro takes is individually through this canal, into the freedom and light He wants to have is living and breathing in.
So I thank each of you who have encouraged me to keep going, those of you who have spoken truth from your heart in honesty. I don’t always like it, but it is necessary on the way to freedom.
These posts are my truth, they are my journey and because of this truth I am not going to hide them away. I know I am being refined and re-defined by my Divine Maestro. This is just part of the process He is taking me through. It is His journey for me and with me, towards living life here and in the Kingdom forever.
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